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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Radiohead - No Surprises
So uh.

I've been sick. I had an awful stomach bug on Monday... didn't sleep a wink the night before, up vomiting and such. Did nothing on Monday except lay around and nap. Tuesday I was feeling significantly better and I could hold food down. This morning I woke up and I couldn't stand up straight without pain in my middle area. Getting used to food again, I guess.

So I decided I'd stay home from school. Again. Third day. And then I changed my mind because I felt AWFUL about it. I think I had a fever, or something was messing with me, but I felt so bad about not going that I was bawling. I've done pretty much nothing for six days and I feel like shit because of it, I miss everyone at school, I'm gonna have a crapload of stuff to catch up on, and... yeah. I was crying over it. I just felt really, REALLY bad.

So I got dressed real fast and shoved my stuff in my bag and was about to make a run for the bus and try and get there on time. But plans were foiled when the mother wouldn't let me, which was definitely for the best because I slept for 3-4 hours after crying some more. I still feel rather awful, but mainly because I'm hungry but my stomach acts funny when I do eat, and there's nothing I WANT to eat.

That and I feel so useless. And lonely.

I hate being sick. so much. god...

Also, today I don't particularly like my art or my writing or anything. I feel underappreciated. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up (but don't worry, it's not what you think it is - I'm not suicidal, I just wish I could sleep until things didn't SUCK anymore). I also wish I didn't have some stupid hum group project to do. And I wish I'd never been sick so I wouldn't have to deal with all of this.

Wow.

Well, there you go. Miserable Rekyjournal of the year... jeez.

~Reky
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:iconfunkyllama36:
~FunkyLlama36 Feb 5, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
That blows :< get bettar soon!

btw, nice music choice 8D
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:icone4rlyfrost:
Ahhhh get better soon. ;A;

I hate it when you wake up in the morning and wonder "Is there really a point to all of this?" and then feel like crap for the rest of the day because you forced yourself to school.
We miss you!

*snugs*
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:iconrekyrem:
*Rekyrem Feb 4, 2010  Student General Artist
WELL IT IS THURSDAY MORNING AND I AM COMING> SO.
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:iconnotquitegrace:
I know the whole "I just want to go to school but I feel like a dead walrus /burst into tears" feeling.

I don't know you too well, but I hope you get better!
And this might be going around, I have a friend who left school today suffering in a similiar fashion.
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:iconrekyrem:
*Rekyrem Feb 4, 2010  Student General Artist
Yeah, I have a feeling it's veeery contagious... hopefully it doesn't hit too many people, cuz it suuucks.
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:iconrobynnthesexyvampire:
~robynnTHESEXYvampire Feb 3, 2010  Hobbyist Writer
We miss you too, Reky, but don't worry 'bout us, focus on getting better first. <3

Sounds like you've had it pretty rough so, take it easy. D:

GET WELL SOON. ;D <3
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:iconrekyrem:
*Rekyrem Feb 3, 2010  Student General Artist
;A; :heart:
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:iconkayakimura:
Group projects....uhn. x.x

I'm sorry.

Glad you're getting better.
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:icondaylight13:
if it lasts more than three days you should get that checked out. A stomach ache that lasts so long can be srs business.

and don't feel too bad. school won't implode without you there for it and it's not your fault you got sick.

hope ya feel better :>
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*Rekyrem Feb 3, 2010  Student General Artist
naw, the stomach achey bit is gone. I'm just gettin' used to food again is all. So I'm not dyin'.
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